Wilting Blossoms; Sprouting Dreams
Posted: Fri May 09, 2025 11:31 am
The tendrils of ivy, meticulously trained to drape from the ceiling of Dormitory 3B in the upper east wing, caught the nascent light filtering through the thin veil of Bell’s curtains. Beyond the glass, the colossal, intersecting arcs of Xelphis and Solaris performed their eternal cosmic dance, bathing the room and Bell’s face in their soft, otherworldly luminance.
She had been in this pose for an hour already, seated cross-legged on the floor amidst a quiet jungle of potted ferns and hanging mosses, her breath measured and deep. Meditation had become a cornerstone of her routine. Each morning, just before the break of dawn, her family would gather, centering themselves for the day ahead and sharing the lingering echoes of their dreams. Doing so now, alone in the quiet hum of the dorm, felt strangely incomplete without the familiar, gentle rhythm of her brother’s snotty nose just beside her left ear. The adjustment to being away from home, from that ingrained sense of togetherness, had taken time and quiet tears.
A few days had passed since the crucible of the assessment exam. Her start down this freshly chosen path at the prestigious Ars was, to put it mildly, rocky. The whispers, the pointed stares, the resurrection of the cruel moniker "Dead Blade" – it had all threatened to drown her. Yet, she had managed to pull herself together, not just to silence the snide family members who doubted her or the community that dismissed her, but to prove to herself that the "Dead Blade" was anything but, that her spirit still ebbed with as much fearsome resolve as ever.
Through the cuts and scraps of their mockery, Bell had held onto the core of her strength, drawing on the raw essence of what it truly meant for her to be a swordsman. Each time she drew her blade, it became less and less about honoring her father’s legacy and more about affirming for herself what the Soul of the Sword embodied in her own hands, in her own heart.
It had been a hard-fought victory against River, more so mentally than physically. River, while undeniably skilled, could not see past his own self-imposed greatness. His vain grandeur guided his blade, placing an ocean of arrogance between them. Yet, conversely, something similar could be said of Bell herself. Her general lack of belief in her own abilities, this self-garnered curse she was so desperate to excise, had her in constant war with her own ego. If she was truly going to achieve her ideals, the ones that had brought her here, she was going to have to cultivate more confidence in herself and keep honing her body to ensure it was capable of shouldering the formidable burden of that resolve.
"I will become strong... strong enough... to protect everyone I love." she whispered, the words a quiet vow echoing in the stillness of the room.
She opened her eyes, the burning amber gleam of her retinas shrinking slightly as the burgeoning light touched them. Rising from her position, she stretched out her limbs, feeling the satisfying pull in her muscles. She was feeling in tip-top shape now, the physical exertion of the assessment and the subsequent recovery leaving her body humming with readiness. She was ready to explore this place, to finally step outside the protective ward of her room.
She hadn't made any friends yet. Part of her was still dealing with the uncertainty of how she was truly viewed here, beneath the surface politeness. She couldn't let that anxiety paralyze her. The whole point of Ars was to build community, to connect souls within the vast Astral. She had to keep an open heart if she wanted that to change. Besides, the Obius house members weren't the only people here; it wasn't like everyone looked down on her. In fact... maybe now was the perfect time to try talking to people.
She walked over to a pot where a delicate violet orchid bloomed. Leaning down, she inhaled its sweet, delicate fragrance before smiling gently. "What do you guys think? Should I try and make some friends today?" she said softly to the plants around her.
The flowers were, in many ways, Bell's closest friends. Her most trusted confidantes and often her only companions growing up. It was to them she whispered her dreams, her worries, her sorrows. Though they never spoke back, they also never betrayed her truth to anyone, never offered unsolicited, cutting advice like people sometimes could.
"Okay then, it's settled. Today's the day!" she declared, a small, determined smile on her face. She clenched her fist, her heart brimming with a mix of excitement and trepidation. But she wouldn't let her nerves get the best of her.
She finished getting dressed quickly, pulling on comfortable, loose pants and a soft sweater, tying her long, bushy auburn hair back into a practical ponytail. She glanced at herself in the mirror, the reflection of her practical attire making her snicker. How unladylike she looked! She could almost hear her mother’s voice. '"You'll never find a man dressing like one, Bell!'" she mimicked, wagging a finger at her reflection, before chuckling to herself.
Turning away from the mirror, she moved to the right side of her room, standing now before her blade and its well-worn sheath.
"Loyalty is the root of human connection," A mantra she believed in wholeheartedly, a fundamental constant in her often-unstable world. She spoke the words aloud, the familiar sound echoing through her spirit like a soothing salve, grounding her.
Just as she placed her sword and sheath onto her person, securing the familiar weight at her hip, a soft rap sounded at the door. Curious, she went to answer it, pulling it open to find not a person, but a small, fluffy dorm-dog sitting patiently, a folded note held carefully in its mouth.
"Aww, how cute," she said, her voice softening, as she gently took the note from the dog. Unfolding the paper, her eyes scanned the neat script.
"I will be by the largest cherry blossom -- Starshadow"
She paused, perplexed. Starshadow? The name meant nothing to her. Who was this person, and why were they summoning her? Confusion warred with her newfound resolve to be open. Was this a test? A prank? Or simply an unexpected invitation? Deciding that hiding wouldn't serve her goal of building community, she took a deep breath.
Taking one last glance at her plant companions for silent encouragement, Bell closed the door behind her and started heading towards the tree, a knot of anticipation and curiosity tightening in her stomach.
She had been in this pose for an hour already, seated cross-legged on the floor amidst a quiet jungle of potted ferns and hanging mosses, her breath measured and deep. Meditation had become a cornerstone of her routine. Each morning, just before the break of dawn, her family would gather, centering themselves for the day ahead and sharing the lingering echoes of their dreams. Doing so now, alone in the quiet hum of the dorm, felt strangely incomplete without the familiar, gentle rhythm of her brother’s snotty nose just beside her left ear. The adjustment to being away from home, from that ingrained sense of togetherness, had taken time and quiet tears.
A few days had passed since the crucible of the assessment exam. Her start down this freshly chosen path at the prestigious Ars was, to put it mildly, rocky. The whispers, the pointed stares, the resurrection of the cruel moniker "Dead Blade" – it had all threatened to drown her. Yet, she had managed to pull herself together, not just to silence the snide family members who doubted her or the community that dismissed her, but to prove to herself that the "Dead Blade" was anything but, that her spirit still ebbed with as much fearsome resolve as ever.
Through the cuts and scraps of their mockery, Bell had held onto the core of her strength, drawing on the raw essence of what it truly meant for her to be a swordsman. Each time she drew her blade, it became less and less about honoring her father’s legacy and more about affirming for herself what the Soul of the Sword embodied in her own hands, in her own heart.
It had been a hard-fought victory against River, more so mentally than physically. River, while undeniably skilled, could not see past his own self-imposed greatness. His vain grandeur guided his blade, placing an ocean of arrogance between them. Yet, conversely, something similar could be said of Bell herself. Her general lack of belief in her own abilities, this self-garnered curse she was so desperate to excise, had her in constant war with her own ego. If she was truly going to achieve her ideals, the ones that had brought her here, she was going to have to cultivate more confidence in herself and keep honing her body to ensure it was capable of shouldering the formidable burden of that resolve.
"I will become strong... strong enough... to protect everyone I love." she whispered, the words a quiet vow echoing in the stillness of the room.
She opened her eyes, the burning amber gleam of her retinas shrinking slightly as the burgeoning light touched them. Rising from her position, she stretched out her limbs, feeling the satisfying pull in her muscles. She was feeling in tip-top shape now, the physical exertion of the assessment and the subsequent recovery leaving her body humming with readiness. She was ready to explore this place, to finally step outside the protective ward of her room.
She hadn't made any friends yet. Part of her was still dealing with the uncertainty of how she was truly viewed here, beneath the surface politeness. She couldn't let that anxiety paralyze her. The whole point of Ars was to build community, to connect souls within the vast Astral. She had to keep an open heart if she wanted that to change. Besides, the Obius house members weren't the only people here; it wasn't like everyone looked down on her. In fact... maybe now was the perfect time to try talking to people.
She walked over to a pot where a delicate violet orchid bloomed. Leaning down, she inhaled its sweet, delicate fragrance before smiling gently. "What do you guys think? Should I try and make some friends today?" she said softly to the plants around her.
The flowers were, in many ways, Bell's closest friends. Her most trusted confidantes and often her only companions growing up. It was to them she whispered her dreams, her worries, her sorrows. Though they never spoke back, they also never betrayed her truth to anyone, never offered unsolicited, cutting advice like people sometimes could.
"Okay then, it's settled. Today's the day!" she declared, a small, determined smile on her face. She clenched her fist, her heart brimming with a mix of excitement and trepidation. But she wouldn't let her nerves get the best of her.
She finished getting dressed quickly, pulling on comfortable, loose pants and a soft sweater, tying her long, bushy auburn hair back into a practical ponytail. She glanced at herself in the mirror, the reflection of her practical attire making her snicker. How unladylike she looked! She could almost hear her mother’s voice. '"You'll never find a man dressing like one, Bell!'" she mimicked, wagging a finger at her reflection, before chuckling to herself.
Turning away from the mirror, she moved to the right side of her room, standing now before her blade and its well-worn sheath.
"Loyalty is the root of human connection," A mantra she believed in wholeheartedly, a fundamental constant in her often-unstable world. She spoke the words aloud, the familiar sound echoing through her spirit like a soothing salve, grounding her.
Just as she placed her sword and sheath onto her person, securing the familiar weight at her hip, a soft rap sounded at the door. Curious, she went to answer it, pulling it open to find not a person, but a small, fluffy dorm-dog sitting patiently, a folded note held carefully in its mouth.
"Aww, how cute," she said, her voice softening, as she gently took the note from the dog. Unfolding the paper, her eyes scanned the neat script.
"I will be by the largest cherry blossom -- Starshadow"
She paused, perplexed. Starshadow? The name meant nothing to her. Who was this person, and why were they summoning her? Confusion warred with her newfound resolve to be open. Was this a test? A prank? Or simply an unexpected invitation? Deciding that hiding wouldn't serve her goal of building community, she took a deep breath.
Taking one last glance at her plant companions for silent encouragement, Bell closed the door behind her and started heading towards the tree, a knot of anticipation and curiosity tightening in her stomach.